3.04.2006

a change of topic from my usual (i'm sure now annoying) exaltations of sf...

i am in a hypersensitive state of suspense........ waiting for one thing or the next. emails, letters, updates, calls........ it's enough to drive a gal insane. or at least obsessive in checking and re-checking her inbox, status page, etc... and overpowering enough to ignore studying for her exam in 3 days... O__o

i don't know whether i should hope for the best or prepare for the worst. so many things are hanging in the balance right now. one small push in one direction will set off an avalanche of events that could determine my life for the next couple DECades. BIG SIGH.

lalalalalalalalalife is wonderful.

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