11.19.2006



a sleeping bag, genetics reading, and 15 hours, waiting like a bum in front of walmart.
who knew this day would ever come? O_o

11.14.2006

there are men and women out there, pushing themselves to their limits for something they believe in or desire. they risk their well-being and comfort for a cause and pursue it with the passion of a heart on fire. the rest of us never forget them or their cause.

where is my fire? my heart feels weary and tepid. i wallow in self-pity at the first sign of hardship and failure, and seek escape more than anything else.

i long for a passion that is unwavering, that burns and fuels sustained energy for my goals and visions. my dreams of medicine wake me and remind me of why i'm in this field. on the other hand, i am starting to see the comfort of companionship and family. how do you reconcile visions of greatness with those of domesticity? are they reconcilable? is a compromise just that? disappointing in its indecision and lack of commitment. choose one. pick one. pursue one. and do it with excellence.

"All you need is already within you, only you must approach your self with reverence and love. Self-condemnation and self-distrust are grievous errors. Your constant flight from pain and search for pleasure is a sign of love you bear for your self, all I plead with you is this: make love of your self perfect. Deny yourself nothing -- glue your self to infinity and eternity and discover that you do not need them; you are beyond." ~ Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

11.02.2006



my heart's so fickle and emotions so tumultuous, i'm afraid to record a feeling that may not last or may easily warp into something else, but i'm hoping that this feeling i have for you right now, of utmost appreciation for your presence in my life and for who you are, will endure all of the ups and downs of our now intertwined lives and end up "happily ever after."

10.29.2006

is this love or delusion? and why the apathy?

10.14.2006



jazz at pearls. magical.

9.25.2006

Life is so funny sometimes.

Happy 100th day, D.

<3 T

9.17.2006

today marks david and my three month anniversary together. never thought we'd make it to this point, but i suppose a number of factors have propelled us forward past our incongruities and disputes. some of those factors would include countless moments of laughter and mutual support, but mostly, david's steadfast belief that our relationship is worth an inordinate amount of effort, patience, and sacrifice. he's given me a strong shoulder to lean on and even more so, a hand that leads. i, unconsciously, have found myself in a place of complacence--which brings just what it should: comfortable and easy happiness. i find it both pleasing and displeasing. it's easy to be led, but i would much rather be the flame that dies within its own force than the moth that withers from its heat. this complacency has its roots in more than our relationship; it began when i realized the extent of my power as an individual, as well as the far-reaching power of emulation. i decided to live out my own life to the fullest without any apologies, but it has become a fine line to tread because an egocentric life can easily lapse into a nuclear one--it's the difference between making a mark on this world and finding a place in this world. the former drives my philanthropic goals, while the latter makes me want to shut out all of the strife and controversy in this world and hide in a bubble of complacency. complacency. contentment.

9.05.2006

it's been a long month. feels like i've always been in med school, like this daily deficiency in sleep and feelings of academic inadequacy didn't start just 4 weeks ago. each day we go through an obscene amount of material; all information we should know for our future profession. there's never a satisfactory point where i feel like there's nothing more i can study on the material. it's an unending pursuit of knowledge. and lots of it.
but of course, i'm only focusing on the negatives as usual. i wouldn't trade all of this for anything in the world. every moment, i know that what i'm learning has a very clear and direct purpose--to train me to become a competent physician. the muscles and nerves we memorize, the cellular aberrations and stains we have to distinguish, and the human sensitivities we're tuned to; they elicit our fascination and further inquiry because we know now it's not about grades, but about people's lives.
amongst my classmates, i've met the most amazing people--people who do it all and still have time for more. people i respect and admire for their vision, determination, and will to follow through. and then again for their openness, their talents, and their energy.
i wish i could capture the experience thus far, but i've always been terrible with details so i'll have to leave it at these sweeping statements. plus, a little sleep wouldn't hurt me right now.
happy september~

7.31.2006



4.5 hours to go.... :D
"oh how the winds change"

7.09.2006

where would we be without *yelp*?

yelp, how i luv thee and thy delicious recommendations!

www.yelp.com

heavenly sf breakfasts:

[dottie's true blue cafe] sweet potater muffins, cornmeal blueberry pancakes, craZY omelettes

[zazzie's] eggs benedict with hollandaise you wanna lick off your plate

[townsend] oMG. mouth-watering muffins and scones to your heart's content. grilled polenta grilled polenta grilled polenta. perfectly prepared everything.

[art's cafe] korean-owned breakfast joint with fresh hearty portions and the cutest hole in the wall spot on irving.

oh belly belly burgeoning belly.

6.14.2006


picture update. i've been sO lazy....... katie's bday was a blast (and was a loonng time ago), mom's day (also a while ago), sister's bday at eulipia passed photoless, lots of eating and sightseeing with d, (& arlene & nick & me cuz) also passed photoless, seeing my homegirls and ddongseng, and coming up... sister's graduation O_o, me 24th (time for another tatt?), and papi's day! as for the lines in b/w...? jus keepin on. ^________^ Posted by Picasa

V for VICTORIOUS.

6.12.2006


toot toot Posted by Picasa

6.02.2006

dear anonymous reader,

sometimes i feel this pang in the region between my throat and my stomach, slowly coursing from one point to the other and back again. i feel an uncontrollable warble in my voice that makes me afraid to speak, otherwise my eyes would soon follow suit in a release of tell-tale tears. my mind repeats sentimental ideas and i'm lost to nostalgia and what-ifs. and most frightening of all, my heart feels weighed down in hopelessness and dissatisfaction.

is this the outcome of creating a creature with starry-eyed idealistic dreams, without the practical foundations to come anywhere close to achieving them? or is this the plight of most of humanity? ever dreaming but ever falling short?

my bipolar mind tells me that these feelings will dissipate with the next burst of happy happy neurotransmitters that course through my body, living out my non-negotiable statement that life is exquisite, rather than desperately convincing myself that this is true. yet i can't deny the truths and realities of both states of mind, and the jewels of insight they offer. moreover, i seem doomed to harbor the presence of both states in a slightly schizophrenic and good angel/bad angel kind of scenario, the battle consuming much of who i am.

perhaps the disconnect stems from the still developing understanding of myself. the ego must be firmly established in order to organize the world around it. or must it be kept private to slip past the radars of egos which may feel threatened by an ego too imposing, so that it itself can find happiness in its nuclear existence? a niche would be nice. but is a niche ever enough?

in a candid state of mind,

teesa

5.15.2006


a hundredfold the times i don't say it or show it, i love you. Posted by Picasa

5.10.2006


reCAP: new mullet, f*ing awesome facial find, exploring union (shu, i will be back!), hip element, lakers @ knuckles, wharf stroll, purple onion for doug, sake lab and the freakity freaks, noraebangbangbang, lucky star, cruisin with kat, jae n presidio, jenn n java, 40-yr-old virgin (eh), dottie's (YUMM), sf tourist day, and my weekend favorite: SHABUWA. san mateo is now officially on my map. Posted by Picasa

5.02.2006


double yummmm. compliments of LC. Posted by Picasa

yummmmmm. fresh is besht. Posted by Picasa

5.01.2006

beautiful weather

go out and tan your chicken white legs.
~
a cowboy tipped his hat to me today. it's jus like the movies.
~
let it go, let it go, let it go.

4.30.2006

hot hot hot

miss vintage: www.myspace.com/missvintage
danny cho: www.dannycho.com
sf deyoung: http://www.thinker.org/deyoung/index.asp
top chef: tlc, channel 50 in sf
i luv your transparent insecurity.

4.23.2006


lovely dinnner out at the chicken by cal. soo romantic. heh. Posted by Picasa

goofin off on our way to comedy college nite.  Posted by Picasa

the many faces of soOie x) Posted by Picasa

will's 25th. 25th! ack.. the quarter mark. oyvay old age is creepin up on us. but from these pix, u could never guess. :D Posted by Picasa

pahtay ppol. black seemed to be the choice of color that nite. O_o puahaha* COLOR OF CHOICE! i meant to do that... Posted by Picasa

4.18.2006

i walked past a playground full of energetic toddlers today... flashbacks of the monkeybars and poles at los alamitos. childhood can be so sweet.

i've finally decided on non-negotiable number one. it's been forming in my head for the past year (it had to be worded precisely and proven to me over and over), but it's finally captured and officially going down in indelible writing across everything that is the essence of my being. drumroll please... ^_^

life is exquisite. appreciate every moment of it.

4.14.2006

i luv 12 hour sleeps ^______^. finished 2nd exams for both classes yesterday, so only the finals left to go! pic update from the weekend:

last weekend: goofin w/ the sis and personal air freshener study sesh at zephyr (ask and ye shall receive), visit to cal (future U blessed w/ my sister's presence. that's rite. BLESSED. heh), erriitch's 24th! bdaY and finally met his lovely gf janelle (and his cute friends; nudge nudge katie ;), RUSSELL PETERS live at cobb's comedy club thanks to polywog's heads up! :D stomach felt like it was condensed into the size of a raisin cuz i was laughing so hard. luv'd having kat there cuz for once, someone was laughin louder than me! ;D Posted by Picasa

MY MULLET. one day, i decided my bangs were getting too long so i decided to chop chop. i leaned my head forward, snipped wat i thought was chin length bangs, threw my head back, and found i now had very short bangs and a mullet. Posted by Picasa

4.07.2006

the more people i speak with about love and relationships, and hear of their experiences and insights, the more i'm learning how naive and inexperienced i am. and how it comes to everyone in such unique and diverse ways. one thing i've learned for myself tho: in order for me to truly be able to love someone, i'll have to know myself first and be honest to myself. time to work on those non-negotiables.

in the meantime, piktoors from the weekend:

celebration sushi for my sister's college acceptances. she got some fat scholarships and the green light at so many great schools. my parents and i are so proud and happy for her. wOOoOo sooie ^______^! Posted by Picasa

sooie and momma. we are such FOBs. Posted by Picasa

me and my poppa. guess his age! does he look anywhere near 62? that's rite :D. Posted by Picasa

drove around marin and grabbed a few shots of lil eye treats worth sharing. for such a boujie area (highest blingbling in the state) i don't see the appeal, other than that it's a suburb near the KULEST city in the world. Posted by Picasa

4.06.2006


ggpark is in full bloOm and if u catch it on a sunny day, yu'll lose yurself in the natural splendor. on a side note, they found a dead woman's body today in the park. and at the lake near my apt. O___o heh. a nice lil check for the sentimental overkill. ..if yur gonna kill someone and dump the body, wouldn't it be smarter to do it somewhere a lil less conspicuous? both places are always buzzing with people, and there are very few carnivorous animals there............ [joke] Posted by Picasa

canvas cafe. unremarkable bathroom, but otherwise chock full of eye candy. my fave study stop after wednesday clinics. i think they're starting to recognize me. slowly building up my regular/local status around sf. woO :D. Posted by Picasa

4.05.2006

heh. don't worry, i haven't gone bipolar.

i feel like dancing snoopy INSIDE when i think about how fucking awesome life is, but it's more of a deep joy and appreciation for how beautiful and moving it all is, rather than a i'm dancing in my room kinda happy. ^__^

i really am appreciating 2006 so far. year of the dog, baybeh baybeh. my mom says i was born in the year, month, day and hour of the dog. i'm a bitch thru and thru. x} it's fun when things coincide. thoughts of why 12 is significant to humans running thru my head... two full cycles of my zodiac and here i am learning and growing, 24 in 3 months.

i always strove so hard to be strong, live life, move on, to the point where i had never fully confronted my feelings. everyone always tells you, "don't worry, be happy," "get out and enjoy life," "move on," and all the many aphorisms to help us get thru the tough spots in life. so i did. if i met failure or dissatisfaction with something, i just turned the other way, got right back up on the horse and jumped back into life.

this time i wallowed. ehehe. jk. it wasn't that bad. mebbe at times. anyways, i confronted my emotions, reflected on them, and let them run their course. and it sucked and it was consuming at times, but i'm slowly starting to feel the upward swing. and the beauty of the whole thing is, i learned SO much about myself through it, and once it's done, i feel like i'll be able to let it all go. "deal with the pain head-on, so it won't build up and kick you in the ass down the road," [jolie-ism] which believe me, a lot of things have, hard. one of my new goals this year is to confront all the crap i've been avoiding since i was 3. then mebbe i can finally get over all these demons tripping me up when life really counts.

humans are fucking amazing creatures. and sf.... SF. i wish i had carried my camera around these past 2 weeks [i'll try to be good next time i'm out and about]. so fucking beautiful, majestic, alive, dazzling.
















"Life Is Wonderful"

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes a word to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is oh love
Ah la la la la la la love is all sorts of
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is holla holla
Ah la la la la la la next up bushwalla-walla
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

4.04.2006

sorry this is a little delayed:

hey joe. i would write this in a reply to your post, but blogger doesn't give a reply address.. so thanks for giving me a heads up, and welcome to my blog and the community of the 4 people who read it (6 if you add you and me). i feel a little bashful now that my blog has actually been located in the www labyrinth, but i'm checking that since i knowingly subscribed to this blogworld charm and hazard. feel free to comment on anything i post, and that invitation goes to all of yu (L, seb, katiebug, elle). i would love to get thoughtful dialogues going on anything and everything.

---

i actually used to have another blog which i kept private, and used this blog for more surface things... but with the culmination of 2005, i wanted to work on getting rid of that duality, work towards some consistency between the inner me and the projected me, practicing a bit of that integrity i so prize and admire. so i ended that blog and have been integrating the contents of the last blog into this one.

there's so much i've been contemplating and would like to attempt to grasp by "capturing" the thoughts through typed words and visual tangibility, but i don't think they're ready yet. still half-baked. maybe raw, and when they're typed they're half-baked. and then baked half a decade later. i'm a good cook, really. heh. until then, some GOOD finds:

crash ost, haunting and beautiful instrumentals. a feel good song at the end.

bride and prejudice movie, despite (or for) all its cheesiness and romantic gush, i loved it! great ost as well. aishwaryu is the most beautiful actress i have ever seen.

kafka on the shore book, by murakami. started off a lil slow, but it's one of thoose.. the short, crisp strike of a match, the whisper of the flame burning along the wick, and then BOOM. then the unnatural calm that ensues, and the need to reevaluate the rearranged world around you.

marin county, it's the pristine suburb across the bridge. a "home" near the big city. dying to check out comforts, a cafe in marin renowned for their chinese chicken salad and celebrity sightings (but who has time to think about that when delicious food is involved). their menu looks fantastic: www.comfortscafe.com

queen wilhemina's tulip garden under the gg park windmill, absolutely vivid right now. spring is in the air and sf is the place to be for glimpses of romance and dreamy gazes, strangers casually remarking the day is beautiful, sf is beautiful, you're beautiful.

wat a word. :]

3.30.2006

frustration. i can't figure out who the singer is of my favorite version of my funny valentine. it's not tony, or chet, not frank, or the females..... and then a google search reveals i have a lot of sifting to do:

My Funny Valentine by Mitzi Green (1936)
My Funny Valentine by Gerry Mulligan Quartet featuring Chet Baker (1952)
My Funny Valentine by Julius LaRosa (1953)
My Funny Valentine by Chet Baker (1954)
My Funny Valentine by Chet Baker Quartet (1954)
My Funny Valentine by Frank Sinatra (January 1954)
My Funny Valentine by George Wright (1956)
My Funny Valentine by Ella Fitzgerald (1956)
My Funny Valentine by Bobby Timmons (1960)
My Funny Valentine by Los Admiradores (1960)
My Funny Valentine by Tony Bennett (1961)
My Funny Valentine by Marvin Gaye (June 1961)
My Funny Valentine by Billy Stewart (1965)
My Funny Valentine by Joe Dassin (1967)
My Funny Valentine by Kai Winding & J.J. Johnson (1968)
My Funny Valentine by Petula Clark (1969)
My Funny Valentine by Merl Saunders, Jerry Garcia, John Kahn & Bill Vitt (1973)
My Funny Valentine by Elvis Costello & The Attractions (February 2, 1979)
My Funny Valentine by Red Garland (1982)
My Funny Valentine by Rickie Lee Jones (1983)
My Funny Valentine by Madeline Vergari (June 26, 1984)
My Funny Valentine by Linda Ronstadt (February 1986)
My Funny Valentine by Merl Saunders (1988)
My Funny Valentine by Anita Baker (1994)
My Funny Valentine by Kevin Mahogany (1995)
My Funny Valentine by Chaka Khan (November 28, 1995)
My Funny Valentine by King Perkoff Band (1999)
My Funny Valentine by Matt Damon & The Guy Barker International Quintet (November 23, 1999)
My Funny Valentine by Victoria Williams (2002)
My Funny Valentine by The Daniel Lapp Quartet (2003)
My Funny Valentine by Tom Barman & Guy Van Nueten (November 21, 2003)
My Funny Valentine written by (May 17, 2005)
My Funny Valentine by Rod Stewart (October 18, 2005)

fishing

teesakim (10:38:02 AM): fricken men
teesakim (10:38:05 AM): why are they so blah?
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:38:11 AM): seriously
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:38:17 AM): i need to meet a good guy
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:38:18 AM): but where
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:38:19 AM): nowhere
teesakim (10:41:52 AM): ahaha
teesakim (10:41:56 AM): that sounded so sad
teesakim (10:42:02 AM): nowhere.
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:42:10 AM): haha
teesakim (10:42:17 AM): they're out there :)
teesakim (10:42:20 AM): mebbe la ;)
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:42:28 AM): ok lets go find them
teesakim (10:43:23 AM): lol
teesakim (10:43:26 AM): fishing!
teesakim (10:43:29 AM): i like fishing
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:44:12 AM): hahaha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:44:17 AM): fish for them
teesakim (10:53:47 AM): but u hafto be in the rite body of water
teesakim (10:53:54 AM): you don't wanna be in some stinky marsh water
teesakim (10:53:58 AM): or they'll be smelly
teesakim (10:54:12 AM): and you don't wanna be in the ocean, cuz u could catch anything
teesakim (10:54:14 AM): like a shark
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:54:17 AM): puahhahahahaha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:54:25 AM): true
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:54:26 AM): haha
teesakim (10:54:31 AM): ehehe
teesakim (10:54:41 AM): i wanna nice fresh water trout or something
teesakim (10:54:46 AM): a pretty one
teesakim (10:54:46 AM): ehehe
teesakim (10:54:53 AM): a yummy one
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:55:26 AM): a very yummy one
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:55:30 AM): nice n strong
teesakim (10:56:56 AM): lol
teesakim (10:57:08 AM): we're talking about fish of course
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:57:20 AM): duh
teesakim (10:57:24 AM): ahahaha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:57:35 AM): hahaha
teesakim (10:57:35 AM): and while we're at it, i like my fish to be funny
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:57:47 AM): i wanna cuddle w/ my fish
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:57:49 AM): cuttlefish!
teesakim (10:57:53 AM): puaHAhahHAHAHAHA
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:58:16 AM): mm yum
teesakim (10:58:18 AM): fishy lips are a big NONO tho
teesakim (10:58:26 AM): haha
teesakim (10:58:28 AM): yum indeed
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:59:24 AM): juicy lips
teesakim (10:59:38 AM): and a big tail
sweet MeL MeL 72 (10:59:58 AM): hahaah
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:00 AM): heck yeah
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:02 AM): HUGE tail
teesakim (11:00:11 AM): puahaha
teesakim (11:00:13 AM): damn mel
teesakim (11:00:21 AM): i didn't knO........
teesakim (11:00:29 AM): ehehe
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:38 AM): ahahha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:41 AM): this is funny
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:42 AM): look at us
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:44 AM): fish
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:50 AM): ok
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:00:53 AM): were gonna go fishing
teesakim (11:01:09 AM): lol
teesakim (11:01:14 AM): yup, jus plain ol fishing
teesakim (11:01:21 AM): wat r u taking for bait?
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:01:41 AM): i dont need bait
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:01:46 AM): i can cath em w/o it
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:01:48 AM): hahaha
teesakim (11:02:48 AM): lol
teesakim (11:02:50 AM): just wink
teesakim (11:03:13 AM): we can stand in the boat and shake our bootays
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:03:27 AM): wiggle wiggle
teesakim (11:04:00 AM): sploosh thump sploosh thump
teesakim (11:04:06 AM): that's the fishies jumping into the boat
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:04:21 AM): hahahahaha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:04:32 AM): and begging for us to pick them
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:04:43 AM): kissing our feet
teesakim (11:04:52 AM): with their juicy fish lips
teesakim (11:04:54 AM): puahaha
teesakim (11:04:56 AM): oK
teesakim (11:05:01 AM): we're officially weird
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:05:06 AM): hahahahaha
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:05:09 AM): all good
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:05:14 AM): thats why were so cute
teesakim (11:06:10 AM): hear hear
teesakim (11:06:25 AM): none of that canned fish for us
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:06:35 AM): ew no way
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:06:41 AM): we want the fresh ones
teesakim (11:06:50 AM): fresha nd wild
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:07:07 AM): haha
teesakim (11:07:36 AM): ehehe
teesakim (11:07:40 AM): i suck at fishing
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:07:52 AM): i always catch the bad ones
teesakim (11:08:00 AM): lol
teesakim (11:08:07 AM): i always get the little ones
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:08:33 AM): i get the psychotic one
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:08:35 AM): ones
teesakim (11:08:39 AM): puahahaha
teesakim (11:08:59 AM): and it takes forever
teesakim (11:09:02 AM): sitting and waiting
teesakim (11:09:05 AM): sitting and waiting
teesakim (11:09:29 AM): and when they bite, you gotta reel it in just rite or you lose it
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:09:47 AM): yeup
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:09:48 AM): cant mess up
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:09:52 AM): or they go byebye
teesakim (11:11:13 AM): haha
teesakim (11:11:16 AM): this is depressing
teesakim (11:11:24 AM): let's just give up fish
teesakim (11:11:32 AM): and go dancing ^_______^
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:12:48 AM): yay
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:13:04 AM): we'll swim...and wait for the fish to swim w/ us
teesakim (11:14:40 AM): lol
teesakim (11:14:42 AM): brilliant
teesakim (11:15:04 AM): and when the big kahuna comes
teesakim (11:15:10 AM): we'll ride away in the sunset
teesakim (11:15:19 AM): puahaha
teesakim (11:15:23 AM): we should write a book
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:15:25 AM): oooo
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:15:27 AM): dood i know
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:15:31 AM): how to catch fish
teesakim (11:16:28 AM): lol, well, according to us, you don't, you just ride them
sweet MeL MeL 72 (11:16:40 AM): HAHAAHAH

3.27.2006

grim forecasts of rain broadcasted all last week, and i lamented "sf please stop raining" T___T, and san francisco was beautifully sunny and warm all weekend :D. yes, i'm a self-absorbed weirdo who thinks maybe not the world, but sf revolves around her. or at least luvs her back. i <3 u, sf!

heh. and on the lighter side.. i stole this one b/c i've thought about this more than once. especially when heath hottie was on the cover and the thing was in our apt lobby day after day after day... Posted by Picasa

http://postsecret.blogspot.com. secrets, secrets, secrets. i stole this one b/c of the "korean-american" part, and maybe b/c altho my parents wouldn't stop speaking to me, there's more than one way to love someone less. Posted by Picasa

wow. finally saw crash and felt SO good after. that sounds wrong. good as in appreciative for the artistic skill that captured present day racism so honestly, compassionately, and captivatingly. this was the first movie in a looong time where my eyes were glued [like don't bug me unless the building is burning down and the fire has reached my room and is about to mess up the tv and catch on my clothes, glued] the whole hour and somethin of the movie. and this scene right here. my heart wrenched. filmography gold. Posted by Picasa